Learnt to let go

I am back , not for good , just to blog a little while , just hung up on A , talked for 2 hours , half of it were used for crying :( , don't cry :[ . I cannot give you advice , i dunno what to say , all i can say is to leave it to god , be faith filled instead of faithless , i will help you , i promise . I wont break it :) Okay wrong , is just hung up on Lyn , she didnt last with Steve :( , dun cry also , promise to be there for you . Not just Lyn but A as well :D . Meeting Mark , Nick , Micheal and Benj later , gonna play basketball :D A :I know how you feel , not really , but somehow i do ,though i cannot help you , but from what i heard from you , i can tell you have been going through alot , not you suffer , God too,weeping in heaven , He only wants the best for , He wont want to hurt you , just want to shape you into who He created you to be , so just for now , endure :D Be back on Monday , meet you then :)

:( , A don't sad le :D , i cannot understand how isit like but all i can say is to pray , praying , thats the best already , cant help , that isnt possible , so just pray. NOTHING IS NOT POSSIBLE WITH GOD ! :D Coming back to Singa soon :D , will meet you then

Posting again :D , i am so happy , i manage to change my typing :D . Eh, things are still okay now , but there are more stated in pb , only Mark , A , Lyn , Steve have access . Dun bother asking me to add you , i wun. Yeahh , you know who you are , or maybe you dun but still just going to rant:
You always said that you love me , blahxblahxblahx , but i NEVER feel that you cared for me before , never. You never did , sometimes i wish i can make you care for me just that little bit.

Byebye , want read rea pb ;D

School was BULLSHIT , BULLSHIT , BULLSHIT , totally BULLSHIT . Still met new friends , Mark and Nick. Nick is hawt ! He's going to kill me. Still , Lyn , I really miss you.Going out , bye :D Reminder to A: 3 days more

BORED BORED BORED , school starts for me tomorrow :D . So today , slacking again ! :D Though we are miles apart , still I miss you that much. Forgive me , I cannot get over you :[[ . God , help me , heal me ? I need faith , I am faithless , I lost myself , save my soul again , like how you did before. :[[ , millions of knifes are piercing my heart, do you know it? I know what's happening to you A , if you are able to answer this question , this problem will end :
" How do you know if you truely love God ?" Answer me this question , don't stress yourself :D Be happy okay :D Well , still here's an advice , it not may be true , so just hang on tight :D , but if it is , its okay , this is life . Let it go , because I know God has better plan for you , you always know where you are with God :D , I solved one , answer my question for you , then you will find the answer to your trouble:D Pray Pray Pray ! & help me change skin can ? I don't know how to change :[ , this skin look so gay :[ , I am not gay :[ .

Okay , I am boreddddd !!!! Being home alone is no fun *szkszkszk* , I admit till now , I still can't get over you. The hurt you've left is really unbearable.Well , since Sec2 , I have been carrying a torch you , for well, half a year , then I decided to confess my love to you , I didn't dared to at first, I was afraid my love wouldn't last , but I knew this is really love , so I confessed . You said you had it too , you can never imagine how I felt , I felt like I was in heaven , omgosh ! Seriously , that feeling was great. The next day , we immediately went together . Our love started on 2/9/08 12.46a.m :D , it all ended on 15/8/09 4.56p.m when you sent this : "Sky , you have always been a great boyf or so , I always loved your company , I love going out with you and love you , but it was all the past , I am sorry , I want a break up . My reply immediately was okay. Its not that I don't love you anymore , I know now you are with Steve and I know he is better than me , also , I am now not in Singapore , may not be coming back , so , I said okay. I still love you , I really do. :( I LOVE YOU LYN . Thank God that A has been helping me through :( . God heal my pain! Do you know my ... my .. my feelings for you ? I can sacrifice my life for you , I told God before , I want to protect you , protect you with all I can. Well, I know there's someone there to protect you , who is btr than i am, still I will do anything to protect you ! Yes , you , I take every chance to go out with you , I want to be out with you , and doing anything is fine.

Zzzz, pratically ie m boreddd , ie cant find any1 2 entertain mie , wahahahaha , i m going to change mie typing to PERFECT ENGLISH. HERE GOES! Hello , I am Sky :D ! Wahahahaha , I am soooo going to change my typing :D , and changed :D.

I miss you ,
Do you know ,
The time we used to be so close ,
just seems to be like a second ago ,
I don't want to wake up from that perfect dream ,
Bring me back would you ,
I miss you ,
I miss your warmth ,
I miss the time you gave me a hug ,
I miss the time when you cried on my shoulder ,
I miss the time when you said the three words ,
I Love You ,
I miss the late night talks ,
I miss having long walks with you ,
I miss the nags you gave ,
I miss everything about you ,
Every single thing that makes go GAGA over you ,
I know its never going back again ,
I wish it would ,
I know you're happier now ,
& I should let go ,
I promise to ,
'cause I just want to be happy ,
but hope that you will remember ,
the times we had ,
I promise to be there for you ,
always.

Lyn , I just want you to be happy. I know he is much better than I am :D