I am back , not for good , just to blog a little while , just hung up on A , talked for 2 hours , half of it were used for crying :( , don't cry :[ . I cannot give you advice , i dunno what to say , all i can say is to leave it to god , be faith filled instead of faithless , i will help you , i promise . I wont break it :) Okay wrong , is just hung up on Lyn , she didnt last with Steve :( , dun cry also , promise to be there for you . Not just Lyn but A as well :D . Meeting Mark , Nick , Micheal and Benj later , gonna play basketball :D A :I know how you feel , not really , but somehow i do ,though i cannot help you , but from what i heard from you , i can tell you have been going through alot , not you suffer , God too,weeping in heaven , He only wants the best for , He wont want to hurt you , just want to shape you into who He created you to be , so just for now , endure :D Be back on Monday , meet you then :)